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Created on 2007-07-17 04:06:11 (#13395237), last updated 2009-06-17

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Name:	my, my, the ways ive changed since then
Website:	stalk me

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i can feel you healing and i hate it,
(like a harpist without hands, you only bang the strings you used to love to touch so much)
to hear the dissonance drain violently into the air and then dissolve
like all the songs i sang but never once could make you smile.

my god, i would kill to make you smile.

and reach out to my hands, soft and frail,
to make good on the love that you swear still exists and still thrives.
though we've buried our bodies in blood
(and old lies, like, 'i'm fine' and 'you look so much better than him')
but don't trust the surgeon with your heart;
she's drunk and sips from poison cups,
and don't you trust the scientist;
he says "life is like a wineglass" as he spills his drink like secrets all across your dress and says
"my dear, i must confess, i never thought you ever knew what love was like for real.

i never thought you needed me."